OK - almost a day from the news, and here's what I think.
Considering the crazy life he had, MJ was LUCKY to have died the way he did. YEARS of physically straining concerts. A public persona and intense and impressive travel schedule that left him vulnerable to ANY variety of accidental situations. A devoted fan base that seemed borderline insane, yet never tried to stalk and/or kill him (Like John Lennon or Selena...) A LARGE group of non-fans who could have used any reason to make themselves famous as "The Person who Killed Michael Jackson" - An obsessive desire to change himself with invasive medical procedures, any of which could have gone wrong while in surgery or post-op (look at Kanye's Mom...)
And how does this world figure die?
Doing what he loved.
Granted - he may have been forced by a need to pay off debts but, there is no doubt that when he performed, he put everything he had into entertaining the audience. If that meant pushing himself physically, he did it. It's unfortunate his heart - both physical and emotional - gave out while preparing to give us what we wanted. More performance. A change from the Michael we've been presented with for the past 15 years. Accused. Ridiculed. Embarrassing. Sad.
His last album "Invincible" was not a critical success. It wasn't the MJ of the 70's, 80's, or early 90's. It was less. Perhaps that's what his concert would have been, given his age and physical problems - but to be able to see him live must have been, and would have been quite an experience, regardless of the quality.
I liked Micheal. I liked his music. I liked his dancing. I LOVED his videos. I loved his willingness and ability to collaborate with some of the most creative people in a variety of businesses. I hate the accusations. I hate that I believe he did do many of the things he was accused of. I wish he was better educated. I wish he got the medical support he needed. I wish he was as happy with himself as we were with him. I hope the best for his children, however, I fear they will never - especially now - be able to lead anything resembling a normal life.
Hopefully he's happy now, and he can dance and sing without a care in the world.
Remember the Time - I sure will!
- Thanks M. Joseph J!
-T. Joseph B.